todayilived:

Maybe feeling this way is all normal and natural and common, for my circumstances. Maybe it happens all the time. I don’t know. I just know that sometimes I think about you and just miss you so much. I miss everything and the adventures and I feel so goddamn lonely. And then the next moment I think about how you treated me so badly and strung me along and these feelings of anger and hate start to stir in me. And I just go back and forth, over and over like this.
I just hope one day soon I will be over this all, and I can look back and say I’ve learned a lot and I’m a better person. I want to be over it and over you. I want to move on with someone new who will truly love me for who I am, who I am comfortable with, who can love me as much as I love them. (And I do secretly hope that one day you realize what you lost. I hope your next girlfriend, whoever she may be, annoys the shit out of you. Rather immature of me, yes, but hell hath no fury like a woman scorned, right?)